I've come to the difficult realization that I am emotionally abused in my relationship. I get manipulated, browbeat, physically pushed around, etc., etc. By the end of the day, I am exhausted. My abuser always says they are sorry and shows an increase of love and affection, so I'm always happy to forgive them. But there are days when I think I just can't do it anymore.
I am not kidding when I say I am terrified regarding how I will survive the next 15-20 years. If I can't control it now, what does the future hold?
P.S. Baylie posed for these pictures.
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I think that's just being a mommy!
Ahhhh . . . girls. I too am terrified of what the future may hold.
I received a note today that said, "I hate you mom, bad" It even included a mad looking 6 year old girl on it.
Later we talked about it and she said she wrote it down so she wouldn't yell at me. How thoughtful.
Hang in there!
Oh, Emily! That's awful. And I can't imagine anyone being mad at you. It reminds me of when my nephew gave my sister a red card.
Kristin,
You are hilarious! I admire your blogging skills!
I am sorry about BYU! Bummer! I was just glad I missed it that day. We though it was later in the day and then we found out that they had lost.
Bummer!
Well...You can't win'em all! HAHHAHAHAA!
Ok. not funny for the cougars, but funny for me reliving the memory of you and David.
I know what you mean about moving though. It is really tough get get yourself out there!
I luv u though, and I know you have blessed my life and I wouldn't want anyone to miss out on the blessing of having you as a friend.
I hope you enjoyed your stay in Utah!
just give in and when she grows up to be a criminal...blame it on someone else! (:
dad says "Cowboy up"
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